I have always prided myself on my effort to keep a level head, despite extreme fatigue and pain and the associated barrage of emotions that come from dealing with that.
But at the moment, I am a mess! I can get really sad, for no real reason and I can’t bring my head into it to tell myself it is just a moment and it will pass.
I prefer to be positive, especially when talking about my fibro/chronic fatigue. Positive but real. My neck has really amped it up, the pain levels have hovered around 5-6/10 almost every day. Sometimes they shoot up to 7-8/10 and only being allowed Panadol is really hard!
In just four days I get my first week-long holiday since Christmas last year! So I am counting down!